It's such a broken-hearted feeling whenever I publish an episode. I can't get any reach here or on social media. I'm starting to resign myself to the possibility that only a few people will ever see what I've made, no matter how good I get. I'm forever buried and invisible.

If you're reading this, I want you to know that comments really help to lift the darkness. It's the loneliest feeling in the world not being able to engage with anyone about something that you've put your whole heart into.

This is the most important thing in the world to me, and I will continue to make it no matter what. But updates might be a bit slower than the rate I actually make them. I need time to steel myself for the heartbreak that always comes.

/sad post